My bio, huh? Well, I have been on DeviantArt since May 17th, 2010. I had been looking at DA art since about 2008. I was very happy when I got an account. I had a total of four idols at the time; Comi, Rena, Dweeb, and Grimm. My mind was young and I thought I could be friends with these people. I went about it the wrong way though. I loved their art so much that I would copy the style, rip off the character designs, lie about getting inspiration from them, redraw draw something they drew only with my characters and call it my own. I was not a troll, but I acted it.
I got hit real hard first by HinaUchi. Eight days after having an account, I uploaded a drawing of two bobtailed cats. Rena thought I was a troll and started to have her friends and fans eat at me. I didn't know why they were calling me a troll and I didn't even know what one was. The next day, Rena calmed down and we talked. She said she was sorry and we became friends.
Later, I had the worst fight with someone who may never forgive me, GrimmShadows. She had the most beautiful halloween character I had ever seen! I wished to be her friend and have a character as cool as her's. But once again, I went about finding this character all the wrong way. I ripped off the character. She made new characters. I ripped off those. I lied saying I didn't get them from her, when it was obvious I did. And after all the warnings people gave me, I still argued against what they were saying. I argued with Grimm. I made hate art. People supporting her and people supporting me made hate art. The battle finally ended around Christmas of 2011. Grimm couldn't stand it and left. She tried coming back a few times, but ended up leaving for good. She gave away her characters to a friend and hasn't been heard from since.
The next person was Dweeb-chan. She held out the longest. She talked to me more as a normal person than any of the others, and yet I ripped her off too. Same story. Only one time I suddenly started to get trolled without me doing anything for a few months. I saw that she was supporting the trolls. I believe I talked to her, but I don't remember. I was so crushed and slowly started to put the pieces together that people didn't want me because of what I was doing that I thought the only way to stop myself would be to not look at or talk to her ever again. So I blocked her. I was crying that night. The next day I found links from friends linking me to a picture that Dweeb had drawn saying she was sorry for treating me that way and I talked with her. We haven't argued since.
These people may sound horrible. I sound horrible. This might be the worst DeviantArt bio you've heard, but I will tell you one thing. I love myself. These fights have molded me. I do not steal art now. I do not rip off characters now. I don't argue near as much. I have more friends. And I want to thank all of the people I have ever argued with for that.
And I thank, ,
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more than anyone, because they have all forgiven me. They have taken time to think and to talk to me. You can never imagine the feelings I had after talking to these people and finding out that you can start over. It is almost like your a doll. Covered in dust and tort up. And someone has fixed you up and now plays with you every day.